Now and then i pop over to Essential Baby Forum have a read and post a few questions. Anyhow, theres alot of lovely ladies who make signatures for other members. I just HAD to have one. This was the end product (Well 1 of 3 made):
Today when Craig and i dropped Chelsea off at ABC she cried 🙁
Chelsea never gets upsets, but today i think it was because we hung around a bit to sort out our CCB that seemed to have been cancelled (but later found out it hasnt….just some computer muck up). So i held her and she clung on so tight. Her teacher Simone then took her and we left. As one of the teachers said..Week 1 is a novelty, Week 2 is reality.
When we picked her up, we decided to take Jasmine and Zachery in as well. Well Chelsea loved that her little sister was at her school and gave her a tour. I also got to meet one of Chelsea’s friends, little Daniella. Gosh she is a cutie 🙂
In other news, my good friend Cath and her Husband Aaron welcomed their first child into the world on Wednesday 24th February. Baby Bronte Ava was born by c-section.
Congratulations guys 😀
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Well i thought id get with the times…and ive now moved to WordPress 🙂
It might take me a while to work out just what the hell im doing, but hopefully now i can add pics and stuff to make my blog just that little more interesting.
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Where is the year going. We have now reached March 
Good bye to summer and a big hello to Autumn….now the warm weather will farewell us and be replaced with cooler days.
Not alot has happened over the past week. Sadly our dating scan had to be cancelled last week due to our loss.
Chelsea has settled in really well at ABC. She loves going to school.
My good friend Blanche got married yesterday…i cannot wait to see some pictures of her fairytale day 
Ive made the journey back to TFAC after being away for just under 2 weeks. Its still hard to read 80% of the posts, but i need my girls and their awesome support.
Well thats about it….not much to say really.
Oh..i have added some new pics to Facebook from our QLD trip and week at Kathys. Some great pics to look at 
Today was Chelsea’s first day of big school (well Kindergarten is pretty big for her)!
She had a blast. Didnt cry when we left..but OMFG performed a treat when she had to leave 
Chelsea goes to ABC 2 days a week.
Jasmine and Zachery go to FDC 2 days a week as well…woohoo for me..2 days a week KID FREE 
On 29th January after 6 long months of trying to concieve baby #4, Craig and i got our BFP 
I done another test on 1st February and again, another BFP.
So thats that happy part….the sad bit is as follows:
Whilst visiting Kathy last week i began to bleed. At the time we had no idea when our baby was due. We were due to have a dating scan this coming Thursday.
On Tuesday, After 2 days of bleeding, Craig took me to the JHH (John Hunter) hospital.
They done blood tests. HCG was at 5912, which to them was acceptable range for a 6-7 week gestation baby.
I was sent for an ultrasound. Abdo scan showed a sac, but couldnt get a clear picture, so i agreed to an internal scan.
This showed a sac and baby of 6w4d, sadly only a heartbeat of 70.
I was pretty much told our pregnancy would end in a m/c, but no one knew when.
On Wednesday 17th February our angel grew her wings…6w5d
In our heart we truely believe our baby was a girl and we named her Melanae Lily (aka Raindrop).
This was my first m/c. Tomorrow is 1 week since we lost our bub, i cannot stop thinking of her passing. Questioning WHY….why me, why us, why didnt she make it…..im so sad and i have no support where i live from family or friends.
I really wish i had family down here, we need all the support we can right now
RIP baby girl…you were to beautiful for this earth 
1 Year On… We Remember Those Whom Ran From It, Those Whom Have fallen and The Ones We Loved And Cherrished. 1 Year on… We Remember The Brave Souls Who Fought It. 1 Year On… We’ve Rebuilt and We’ve Changed. Victoria’s Worst Natural Disaster. 1 Year On… We Remember….. 7/2/09. R.I.P. Gone but NEVER forgotten.
Today (7/2/10) is the first anniversary of the Black Saturday Bushfires, I would like people to post this as a mark of respect for the 173 victims who lost thier lives through this huge disaster and that we are thinking of the families who are still living with the trauma of losing loved one.
On Thursday 18th Feb Craig and I are flying to QLD for 2 nights…KID FREE!!!!!!!
The 3 munchikins will be staying with Kathy. Im really looking forward to a few days of couple time.
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Chelsea has now been enrolled into ABC. She starts there on Wednesday 24th. 2 days a week.
Chelsea:
Tuesday – FDC
Wednesday – ABC
Thursday – ABC
Jasmine and Zachery:
Tuesday – FDC
Thursday – FDC
2 days child free a week…and on Wednesday jsut Jas and Zach will be home
Sooooooooooooooooooooooo badly its not funny.
I cannot remember the last holiday we had, or maybe i can, our honeymoon?
I cant count the times we have gone to NSW to visit relos, simply because it wasnt a ‘holiday’. We still had the kids with us, so no time to relax and get a full nights sleep
Next month sounds good!
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Kathy and Peter are currently in Thailand, they arrive back early next month. I hope they are having a good time. I think Kathy was getting me some perfume duty free…yay i love her sooo much 