Im really into reading blogs at the moment. One that i really like to read is a lady who sadly lost her bub at 32 weeks. A beautiful little Prince. I dont know her all that well, but i know from her blog she is a very strong and brave Mummy. Her blog is soothing to read, it is called Sweet Soft Smudge.

I also like Enjoying the Small Things. A Mum of 2 girls. Her 2nd was born with Downs Syndrome. She wasn’t aware of this until her baby was born.

Another i read is a blog by my friend Sally. Her blog is Parenting Premmies. The journey of her 2 sons, both born premature. Her 1st son was born at 30+1 weeks and then her 2nd son at 34+3 weeks. Yet another strong Mum and its such a blessing to know her.

Most of the time i blog hop….. i begin at one blog, and then see blogs they have linked to and then start reading those.

So… Do you blog?

Post a comment if you do and ill check you out as well 🙂

My oh my how time flies…..on this date 16 months ago Mr Zachery Liam entered the world!!!!!

At the moment he is very sick, poor bubby couldn’t sleep very well yesterday, he just kept crying and wanting to be held. Even Nurofen and Dimetapp didn’t help. Was early dinner, shower and bed for all 3 kiddies.

As for the other 2 kids…OMG they are a handful. Chelsea is getting the worst attitude and Jasmine is in close 2nd. Tonight it took Craig and myself over a hour to clean the house. They had toys spread out, clothes (not sure what was clean and dirty…it all went in the wash) everywhere, food and crumbs all over the floor….the list goes on. PIG STY!

I don’t dare try and clean their rooms while they are home, it will take a day to do it LOL

What else……

Cheyne, Mick and Angelo are currently in USA. They are over there for 3 weeks. LUCKY DUCKS. How i wish i was there and not here right now.

Tomorrow is my Nephew Brendan’s 9th birthday….wow that’s gone quick too 🙂

Happy Mothers day to my Mum Judy, my MIL Kathy, my Nan, Craig’s Grandma Anne, Craig’s Nan and to all the Mums to be and mums of Angel babies.

On this day we thank our mums for all they have given us, for how they have raised us and for making us the mums we are today.

I know our angel baby Melanae is looking down on me today and sending her love and kisses.

I am thankful for the 3 beautiful earth babies i have. Every day they bring me happiness and i know that i am truly blessed.

Chelsea made me a beautiful card at school:

I also got a beautiful card that has messages from Craig and the kids inside 🙂

Some gorgeous PJ’s and bed socks:

And some Jodi Picoult books:

Cant forget the yummy McDonalds for breaky too!!!

Today is a bad day. I would have been 18 weeks pregnant 🙁

Instead im still empty and my body is still not in tune. Ive been having medical tests and ultrasounds, just got another lot to go before i know whats going on.

Its hard reading about people who are pregnant. Or having their 18 week scans or buying baby clothes in preparation for their new bundles.

Maybe its the million chicks who have given birth recently thats upsetting me too.

All i know is, things are hard. Maybe 3 is our limit and thats why my body isn’t allowing me to have another bub. Either way, im not at peace and feel like shit.

Ergghhh…last night the dishwasher decided it didnt wanna wash the dishes. I think the filters are blocked or something…the water wont drain away. Today i got stuck hand washing the whole lot that was in the DW….took me ages to do 🙁

Passport applications have now been sent off….our P&O cruise is looking more and more exciting. Just need to book it now. If all goes ahead we are off to the South Pacific for 8 nights in August…..KID FREE!!!

Dear Boohoo,

Keep your dumb comments to yourself. Shame your comments never get published, what a bummer hey?

What kind of a dickhead are you? Love you made up email address too!

Feel free to keep loving yourself a bit more, one day someone will love you back.

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Dear Overyou,

You have returned Hunny. How lovely to see you. You really need to stop telling me about yourself and how everyone hates you and that YOU are stupid, ugly and fat. How nice to see you have another new email address, yet another very original one

I look forward to your next comment.

With love of course 🙂

Im sick of liers, pretenders, up them self whores, and people who think they are better then everyone else. Yesterday a high and mighty thought she was soooo good, she was wrong. She was just being childish and it was laughable the shit she was dribbling on about.

Im sick of living here. I hate it. Its so boring and nothing to do. My friends are limited, they dont seem to have time anymore. I try to organise  a meet up, and they dont follow through, so why bother. Im better off keeping to myself anyhow, dont have to be nice then. Craig has his mates, so all is good.

Im sick of never having money. When i want to buy something for the kids, i want to be able to buy it, not check the bank balance first, to find out its a no go on shopping. Maybe i do need to get a job, so i have something for me. Money for me and the kids. Money so we can get through each week. Money is in short supply, things are costing so much more.

Im sick of being away from family. When Kathy came to visit it was the best 3 days for all of us. The kids got to spend time with Grandma, Craig had time with his Mum and  i got interaction with some one other then Craig. The kids miss their Grandparents. They need them. Both our folks are not getting any younger, nor are Grand-parents.  We never see our siblings, the kids Aunts and Uncles. That’s not fair what so ever on them.

Im sick of having to travel to NSW. I want to be in NSW so a visit to family and friends is only a few hours, not 10-14 hours away.

Im sick of feeling like shit. My bad days are out weighing the good.

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk of EVERYTHING.

Some days my kids and Craig are the only thing that keeps me going. No one understands me. No one ever will.

Like today, i want to be left alone.  Tomorrow ill wanna be left alone too. Leave me be.

Meh…vent over…..

Poor Zooki just couldnt keep awake while playing behind the lounge today. A quick cat nap might have fixed all the problems though!

I just had to show this picture of our little man…he is so gorgeous!!

Zachery is now nearly 15 months old. He continues to amaze us daily and is trying so hard to walk now. As you can see in the picture he is beginning to get a mouthful of teeth 🙂

On Saturday we all headed to the Melbourne Aquarium. What an adventure!

First we left Narre station. The train was fine until we hit Springvale. We had to get off the train then catch a bus to Oakleigh. The bus was packed, luckily a man moved so i could sit down and hold on to Zachery who was in the pram. Arrive at Oakleigh then we had to catch another train to Southern Cross Station.

Walked a million miles and finally arrive at the Aquarium where Kirsten and Ryley were waiting for us. Got our yearly membership and entered the building.

First were the penguins. The kids loved them. We had arrived in time for feeding. Was funny seeing them all eat. After that they all had fun swimming and we got some great pictures.

We then made our way around the aquarium before stopping for lunch.  After a great day of fun it was time to head for the train station.

This time Kirsten said it would be easier for us to get on at Flinders. OMFG….the walk from the aquarium was double what we had done from Southern Cross station!

Train came and we got on. Kathy and myself held our breath as we approached Oakleigh. DAMMIT…we had to get off and onto a bus. Finally on the bus and we arrived at Springvale, only to see our train departing.

The next one wasnt to arrive until 40 minutes later. By then we had 3 very overtired and cranky children. Armed with chips and soft drink we were OK! Train finally arrived and we were on our way home at last.

Around 6pm we finally made it home.

Was an awesome day despite the public transport blunder and the kids had lots of fun.